Saturday, December 19, 2009

14/12/09 Last Day

it might be the last time for me to wear my school uniform. awwww.

SPM is officially over~~
i threw the sticker for the 1st day, the orange one! =/

gave out class Ts and immediately rushed to get my leaving cert,
and forecast result. alright, good job =.=

then rushed home to prepare for wan ren yan and my-1st-ever-stayover!

***
and bijyos are actually stupid because they couldn't manage to walk to my house.
so they became my 2nd passengers. BIJYOS IN THE CARRRR! =D
by the way, the steering looks so big when i was holding them. -____________-


okie got to go. just to post out some pics.
still many posts haven't done. tata~

Friday, December 18, 2009

Contradiction

其实我不喜欢我了解那么多
“嘉敏啊,怎样开xx........”
“阿嘉敏,哪里有xx........”
我想装作不懂,可是反射动作把答案给了出来
那是used to,我和周围的人都一样
因为重复,所以习惯改不掉
[21天重复做着同一件事,就会成为习惯]
哦,没用的。只要一重复,什么都回来了

其实我还是很不懂要怎样面对
还以为不做任何事就好
尽量不显眼的后果,我竟然还是特别的
不懂事我多疑还是那是真情
我其实什么都不是,也惊讶得到那份厚爱
那时瞬间的感动,同时也受宠若惊

***
我不知道是好事还是坏事,心情各掺半
很高兴我了解、我受宠
可是,何得何能?

hmm..不管怎样,往好的想应该是幸福的
另类的幸福 hahaha



“得空来找xx,进来坐坐啦...如果没有见到你了那就祝你一路顺风,早点回来啦...”
好啦,我们还会再见面的 =)

Friday, December 11, 2009

So Happening

left BC paper. most people are having fun now.
it might be the last time i learn mandarin.
that's why i took kesusasteraan cina as an extra subject in spm? O.o
this is how my seat looks like, for science/maths subjects.

ahhhh so happening.
i can't believe that i'm leaving, REALLY soon.
i never thought about it. lalala.
and i never thought i'll fill up this form last time, before 2009.

i cut my hair again.
the last time was 1 month ago, for spm.
see, its growing rate is so damn fast.
lol actually i'm not VERY keen to keep my hair long.

***
my schedule is fulled, from 14th to 21st of dec.
some event even crushed on the same day, and i don't know which to join.
but luckily the important one doesn't crush with any other. lol
and if i joined class trip, i won't be free before x'mas.
i'm not joining, though i hope to. hahaha

hey i didn't forget the dates alright. give me some time to arrange it.
i won't break promises laa friends.
but now i'm having problem... I HAVE OUTING LIMITS!
argh. worst thing ever. my freedom lehh...

but, if i'm not allowed to go out, i'm still busy at home. lol
......should do something meaningful. hohoho

Friday, November 27, 2009

Leavin Msia IV

lol i think i need to create another topic for the whole AFS thingy.
just like the "Drive The Car". =.=
might sounds boring but anyway, i just want to record down, no matter fail or succeed in the end.
it's up to you if you don't want to read any.

so if the post about receiving the interview letter is Leavin Msia I,
then the 1st interview is Leavin Msia II,
and the making decision is Leavin Msia III,
this will be the 4th post.

***
i'm now filling up the application forms for ABM scholarships.
though the most i'll get is just RM 5k, but better than nothing right.
25k - 5k = 20k. + 10k = 30k. total expenses.
and i want to buy Canon 500D by using that 5k!! hmph!

recalling why i applied this program last time.
i remembered that i've read coyin's blog (she went to USA for half year) at the beginning of year and then she explained the whole thing to me.
as everyone knows i urge to leave msia all the time, so i downloaded the forms without thinking any.
the only thing in my mind was "walao, good chance!!" =.=

i started to imagine how wonderful will be if i can fly away from msia.
i have thousands reasons for myself to leave.
but i didn't fill up the forms. just because of a stupid reason.
because, i don't want to leave................. LOL so stupid leh.
and so because of this, i dumped the forms aside.

until 2 weeks before the deadline, mr james asked me about it.
he kept persuading me to get a try and bla bla bla.
half willingly, half unwillingly, i filled up the forms.
mr james helped me in the self-intro part, but i didn't use his version in the end.
and of course, kw helped a lot, he edited my self-intro to make it pretty nice.
lol by the way, i thought he won't want me to apply. since he always showed me that serious face whenever i talked about this to him. though he didn't encourage nor discourage me. hmm..
rushed for this and that, finally i submitted the forms at the eleventh hour.

and now, i went through the 1st interview, but didn't get into the 2nd round.
they didn't offer me YES program but Switzerland one year program.
i'm leaving soon most probably. though i said i still can change my mind.
my further studies will be postponed for 1 year.
still, i'll fight for JPA scholarships even though i'm not in malaysia (the chance to get it is very low).
haha. so, let's see.

omg so stupid, that i had the thought of "i don't want to leave......" last time.
SO STUPID! but luckily i didn't follow my thought. lalala...
but anyway, thanks for all who helped and supported me. =)


lol can see lots of grammar mistakes. i have no mood. ignore them, sowie.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

1 and Half A's

wootz. bm has gone!!!
feel like burning all the notas but oh no, OKL's properties.
hmm later maybe. X)

eh people, de-stress a bit la.
S: drive is full!!
play some games ba.
www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal






hehe long lost games.
so relaxing and cute.
enjoy. =)


viel gluck, kamun!